Some of you were at the Halloween party, so you know what transpired. However, for those of you that were not...Garth proposed to Wayne and they are now engaged!!!
I always thought they might be "gays" (LOL). This is the way my mom would phrase that, ha ha.
I have done 3 Focus Wheels during the last 30 days. One focused on Prosperity, one on tapping into my Power and the 3rd on growing in my loving relationship. In the loving relationship focus wheel I sat down and thought about what I would want for just me, even though I was already in a relationship. It was a good exercise to do, when I was done, I actually looked at the wheel and was validated to know that I had each of the 12 qualities in my relationship with Carol.
There were 3 areas where I felt I was holding back the "love".
1) allowing her to pamper, give to and support me.
2) letting myself be adored (I did write adore on my wheel). Felt strange about that like I don't deserve it but wrote it because I wanted to be loved in that way
3) our love is easy and comfortable
In all of these areas above I was blocking the flow and I could see how I was doing it. So each day I just worked the wheel of what I wanted and could have; pampering, being adored, and our love being comfortable and easy. Over the last 2 1/2 weeks the energy around these 3 areas has really changed. It changed not because Carol changed, she was already being that for me. It changed because I was finally able to get around my own "bad" self and see and feel that I could have that.
Carol made a proposal movie for me. On Saturday night at the party she played the movie and actually sang to me and asked me to marry her. It was amazing and I have never felt so loved and adored. Afterwards, she told me that she wanted to ask me in front of my friends so that they would know how much she loved me. WOW! The Universe is really giving me all I want, all I need and I am finally open to having it.
Please share any stories you have regarding your Focus Wheels in ACTION. And thank you all for taking the 30 Day Challenge!!!
7 comments:
AMAZING! I'm realizing where I was not recognizing love thatis already there, because I am trying to put some OLD requirements of what love WAS. BUT Not in the present, I accept and allow in love, prosperity, comfort, and allow myself to be cherished in all ways, as I cherish myself first.
CONGRATS MICHELLE...I AM SO HAPPY FOR YOU BOTH AND WISH I COULD OF BEEN THERE!
SNIFF SNIFF!!! Oh that made me CRY! GRATS to you BOTH - you deserve it all and more - you both do. Thank you Carol for being there for one of my most favorite people in the physical and non-physical! Cant wait to meet you. Big hug for you both! LOVE YOUS!
It was the best thing I have ever seen! You two are fantastic! Thanks for letting us all be a part of such a spectacularily special moment! And your love is an incredible model/ source of inspiration for me!
xojenna (aka lady gaga)
Tears here too, Joyful ones that come from deep in the heart. So beautiful, I wish I could have been there and I'm so happy for you both! Yeah for love:)
Big hugs, Elizabeth
I am so happy for you as a couple. I rejoice!!!
What a wonderful, wonderful, joyous moment to share with friends! How amazing!!! I love that you are working your world, your wheels, your life in the way you are teaching us to do. How inspiring!!! Truly fantastic. Here's a HUGE hug and congratulations to both of you.
You are leading us all by example and not just words - the sign of a true leader extraordinaire.
I am grateful and honored to be included in this beautiful moment.
Wow, congratulations!! I love the story about the focus wheels ... what an incredible reinforcement that you are truly where you are meant to be. May you both continue to be a blessing to each other and to the people around you! Cheers!
Melissa (in Denver)
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